Cold December morning queue and squirrels at my door

Just want to add pictures of the creatures that live in my world. i am so grateful!

Check out these catz! Thank you Armen.

Two months is too long

It has been two months since i have posted here. Shame on me. There is a lot going on and i don't want to bore you, my one and only follower, but i feel the need to explain.

my brother sold his house and has not found a new one yet. Knowing he needed to stay with me for awhile, i had to clean out my spare room. It had turned into a store room of sorts so now my livingroom is a store room of sorts.... Oy.

i am having computer issues as well. my wireless connection is not working right so i am tethered to a cord.

i started a Facebook account and WOW, all my Warrior of Light friends found me almost immediately. i love them all so much and thought i had lost my connection to them. That's us in the picture above on our last day. i really want to talk about them but will another day.

Special thoughts for my warrior sister Ana Rosa, she has lost her son and i ache for her. i don't know what happened but it doesn't really matter, does it? Thanks to Facebook i can be in touch with mi amigos.

So, you're thinking to yourself, "I waited two months for this?"

my girls (the chickens) are moulting so they look kinda funny. i'll get pictures.

And i promise to write here again soon.

Check out what the rain is doing to my mammoths! EEE! Hold on tight, you're not ready to harvest yet.

i created a facebook page... OMGoddess!

i usually pick cucumbers and raspberries on Saturday but it is raining today so i am spending alot of time on the interwebs.

i joined Facebook, finally. i put it off for a long time because i like my anonymity but finding my old Warriors of Light amigos has made it all worth while.

The whole healthcare debate has me very worked up but i am calmer today because i joined Facebook and immediately found mi amigos de La Guerreros de la Luz. We all met in Mexico City in November of 2001. They are my spiritual brothers and sisters and they live all over Central and South America.

Speaking of Central and South America, i need to add a quick explanation here about why i am careful about the use of the descriptive Americans when i speak about my countrymen (and women). There are Americans from northernmost Canada to the southernmost point in Argentina. So, you can see why i try to be careful about that. i have many American friends who are not from the USA.

i emailed President Obama yesterday. i tried to make a reasoned argument for Medicare For All. i am very discouraged about healthcare reform. It just seems like my countrymen are so selfish, greedy and narcissistic. But on second thought, i think it is only my country's politicians. The polls show the people want single-payer or at least a strong public option. It is all very disheartening.

Got Hope?

President Obama is really in a pickle. He brought it on himself because he wants the cooperation of the right. So much so, that he thinks progressives like myself will go along. Rahm Emanual even wants us to shut-up.

You shut-up!

Anyway, President Obama has quite a dilemma. If he pushes for a public option he will get the House but not the Senate and if he drops the public option, he loses the House and may get the Senate (i think the Senate is a club and not a legislative body).

He can't win for losing.

But, like i said, he brought it on himself and i fear his presidency is doomed. i want to support my president but he does not want to support me and mine. Wednesday night he will speak to the nation and then i will know if he wants us to continue to be a nation of 'me' or if we will start down the road of the nation of 'we'.

Time to get some chores done so i will see you later.

Love and hugs, chickies and roos.

cynthia

This is why you haven't heard much from me lately

Who would you allow to die so you could profit? My grandson? His mother or father? Me?

I really do want to know. My parents are still alive and kicking and in their mid to late seventies; maybe you would be willing to let them die so you could maintain your profits.

Maybe you could get by for awhile by letting the 'dregs' of society die for profit before you have to move on to my parents, children, grandchild and me. Those terrible drug addicts or those useless fat people, the smokers, foreigners, the mentally ill, criminals and those terrible homeless people all deserve to die anyway so why let them eat into your profits?

Yes, i am being sarcastic, or am i? For the sake of profit, people in this country will do anything. We allow children to go hungry, poor children to get a deplorable education, old people to live in squalid conditions, climate change to worsen, and pile debt onto our great grandchildren.

i really don't know why i go on about this stuff. Humanity is cooked. Humanity is a failure. The sooner we are gone the better the chances are for the rest of the beings on this planet. For those who believe in that big brother god-daddy in the sky, your god made a mistake in making you, us. We are not only killing each other but we are killing the planet. Instead of seeing ourselves as a part of a larger whole, we think we are the center of the universe and everything is about us. It's all about me, me, me, not we, we, we.

When i die i hope i can find a way to move on without reincarnating again. i want my soul to find a new path. Mother Earth needs a respite from human-like animals. Human souls who have not learned that the village is more important than the individual have not evolved.

Are you a me or a we? i try my best to be a we and that is all i can ask of you. Give it your best effort.